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"I tought i gave up, but i'm always finding a reason to keep trying."


"While you laughed all day, I'd cry all night. While you regretted nothing, I looked back at everything. While you forgot everything, I remembered everything. While you fixed other hearts, I looked at mine that was torn apart. While you spent your time enjoying your life, I spent my time to get stressed."


"You wanna know why I push people away? It's because I've been hurt too many times before. So many damn people have gone in and out of my life. Some because of stupid reasons, but others with no reason at all. I push people away, because I'm sick of getting attached. I push people away, because I'm tired of getting hurt when they never cared. I'm just sick and tired of it."

"Don't you hate that? Uncomfortable silence. Why do we feel it's necessary to talk about stupid people in to feel comfortable?"

"Sometimes i always being tossed aside, and left to say never mind. I'm always being torn apart, and left alone in the dark."

"So many things happened between us. Things I don't even want to repeat, but there's also many great memories...some bad, some sweet...but those are the ones I would never let go of."

"I always feel so lost. I always feel so nervous. Tell me, why is everyone so perfect? While I feel so worthless. And I've come to believe all the things I'm seeing. On magazines and TV, of every single perfect being. All the people are so happy, and such amazing smiles. Oh, how I'd kill to live the life they are in. I'm lost trying to impress this guy who I love. Everything I do still isn't enough. I still need to do much more. To get this guy to notice me, people wonder what for? I've just been used by guys and hurt by girls. I've been bruised and cursed by the world. I'm trying to perfect. I'm waiting for someone to tell me I'm worth it."

"I told him that I don't like who he became. He changed so much. He could change so many times but i still want him.